Accountability, dammit.

Apr. 5th, 2009 | 08:16 pm

Ever since finishing the draft of Kylen at the end of February, I have had a terrible time getting refocused on writing. The rewrite is a huge project, because the book was written over years and I changed the voice, plot, and characters as I worked on it. So, even though I just did a ton of work? I have tons more to do, and it feels almost as daunting and impossible as finishing the first draft did.

There's also a lot of stuff I need to be doing that is professional but not the book itself. I am reading applications to the novel workshop I'm teaching this summer, and I have work I need to do for the Sturgeon Award anthology that the Center for the Study of Science Fiction wants to do. I also have a brutal piece of flash fiction I've been working on. And I have the Tor book I want to start. And I have other books I might or might not want to pitch that I need to think about.

Beyond this, there's the rest of my life, both happy bits and irksome. It's spring! There's climbing. There's socializing. I (reluctantly) job-hunt, because I have to for unemployment benefits. And there's always something one-off, something that can't really be scheduled around: the 'flu I caught in mid March (and I am still not quite over) and Tatsuko and traveling. Right now it's Tatsuko again, who may need to go back to the vet tomorrow, because she's not drinking much yet.

So: not writing needs to change. I need to be able to finish Kylen and organize the rest of the many things I want to write. The class and my responsibilities to the anthology need to be balanced with this. And I need to run around in the sun and feel good and climb and goof off.

[info]papersky just started logging daily progress on her newest project. I myself did that here years ago, and I think it's probably worth doing again. So here's the skinny for the day. I did not work on Kylen, but for an hour or so, I did poke and prod a late draft on a short story. It's my first horror story in twenty years and taking a lot longer than 1500 words should, but I don't want it to be just visceral. I did some reading for the novel class.

And then I went to the locks and sat in the sun and read Cold Comfort Farm. Guess which part of the day I liked best? Loved the book, which is charming, with a perfect, surprisingly complex ending.

Tomorrow will be more disciplined. But I sure hope I don't have to take her to the vet.

eta: Sirens galore, and the local 911 reports intriguingly lists the response type as "Rescue Rope" and gives as address the corner outside my apartment. The game is afoot. eta2: I am guessing someone fell off their patio into the Sound.

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e_bourne

from: [info]e_bourne
date: Apr. 6th, 2009 04:02 am (UTC)
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I have long wanted to be Robert Post's Child, and have the knack of making order out of chaos. Cold Comfort Farm is one of my comfort foods. What an excellent way to enjoy the sun!

Bonne chance with the accountability! I am stuck reading aloud (I hope, for the last time) The Novel. Does it ever end? I swear it grows another chapter with each one I finish. I just want to get it finally and for good and all sent OFF. So you have my sympathies. This writing thing is like, never ending,

I hope Tetsuko is better. Perhaps the spring will improve her.

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slobbit

from: [info]slobbit
date: Apr. 6th, 2009 10:12 am (UTC)
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If the "rescue rope" is the one I'm familiar with, then your guess is probably correct. It's basically a line in a stuff sack. You clip the end of the line to something, loosen the draw cord on the bag, and toss the bag. It spools out and (hopefully) lands upcurrent of the person in the water. The bag is easier to grab than the end of a rope would be.

Had to practice using them in the days when I pretended to whitewater kayak!

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WPAdmirer

from: [info]wpadmirer
date: Apr. 6th, 2009 12:29 pm (UTC)
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Good luck with getting things organized and done. I'm trying to get a screenplay finished for a competition that has a deadline of May 1st. So far, progress is slow.

Also, enjoy warmer weather and the climbing. That will probably keep your brain happy for the work!

WP

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Jo Walton

from: [info]papersky
date: Apr. 6th, 2009 02:58 pm (UTC)
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Papersky, after not doing a stroke of real work for months...

Logging work done works for me, logging work not done, not so much.

Good luck with the revisions!

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Caffeinated Hockey Elf

from: [info]tattermuffin
date: Apr. 6th, 2009 03:25 pm (UTC)
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It's funny how so many people think that writers have it easy, that it's not really "work" because "how hard can it be to sit in a chair and type what's in your brain?"

Personally I think it's a shame writing doesn't burn more calories 'coz it seems a bigger workout than running a marathon from where I sit!

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I will punch you in the iced-tea maker.

from: [info]bebemochi
date: Apr. 7th, 2009 03:05 am (UTC)
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It's good to hear about your work and all. :)

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