Accountability, dammit.
Apr. 5th, 2009 | 08:16 pm
Ever since finishing the draft of Kylen at the end of February, I have had a terrible time getting refocused on writing. The rewrite is a huge project, because the book was written over years and I changed the voice, plot, and characters as I worked on it. So, even though I just did a ton of work? I have tons more to do, and it feels almost as daunting and impossible as finishing the first draft did.
There's also a lot of stuff I need to be doing that is professional but not the book itself. I am reading applications to the novel workshop I'm teaching this summer, and I have work I need to do for the Sturgeon Award anthology that the Center for the Study of Science Fiction wants to do. I also have a brutal piece of flash fiction I've been working on. And I have the Tor book I want to start. And I have other books I might or might not want to pitch that I need to think about.
Beyond this, there's the rest of my life, both happy bits and irksome. It's spring! There's climbing. There's socializing. I (reluctantly) job-hunt, because I have to for unemployment benefits. And there's always something one-off, something that can't really be scheduled around: the 'flu I caught in mid March (and I am still not quite over) and Tatsuko and traveling. Right now it's Tatsuko again, who may need to go back to the vet tomorrow, because she's not drinking much yet.
So: not writing needs to change. I need to be able to finish Kylen and organize the rest of the many things I want to write. The class and my responsibilities to the anthology need to be balanced with this. And I need to run around in the sun and feel good and climb and goof off.
papersky just started logging daily progress on her newest project. I myself did that here years ago, and I think it's probably worth doing again. So here's the skinny for the day. I did not work on Kylen, but for an hour or so, I did poke and prod a late draft on a short story. It's my first horror story in twenty years and taking a lot longer than 1500 words should, but I don't want it to be just visceral. I did some reading for the novel class.
And then I went to the locks and sat in the sun and read Cold Comfort Farm. Guess which part of the day I liked best? Loved the book, which is charming, with a perfect, surprisingly complex ending.
Tomorrow will be more disciplined. But I sure hope I don't have to take her to the vet.
eta: Sirens galore, and the local 911 reports intriguingly lists the response type as "Rescue Rope" and gives as address the corner outside my apartment. The game is afoot. eta2: I am guessing someone fell off their patio into the Sound.
There's also a lot of stuff I need to be doing that is professional but not the book itself. I am reading applications to the novel workshop I'm teaching this summer, and I have work I need to do for the Sturgeon Award anthology that the Center for the Study of Science Fiction wants to do. I also have a brutal piece of flash fiction I've been working on. And I have the Tor book I want to start. And I have other books I might or might not want to pitch that I need to think about.
Beyond this, there's the rest of my life, both happy bits and irksome. It's spring! There's climbing. There's socializing. I (reluctantly) job-hunt, because I have to for unemployment benefits. And there's always something one-off, something that can't really be scheduled around: the 'flu I caught in mid March (and I am still not quite over) and Tatsuko and traveling. Right now it's Tatsuko again, who may need to go back to the vet tomorrow, because she's not drinking much yet.
So: not writing needs to change. I need to be able to finish Kylen and organize the rest of the many things I want to write. The class and my responsibilities to the anthology need to be balanced with this. And I need to run around in the sun and feel good and climb and goof off.
And then I went to the locks and sat in the sun and read Cold Comfort Farm. Guess which part of the day I liked best? Loved the book, which is charming, with a perfect, surprisingly complex ending.
Tomorrow will be more disciplined. But I sure hope I don't have to take her to the vet.
eta: Sirens galore, and the local 911 reports intriguingly lists the response type as "Rescue Rope" and gives as address the corner outside my apartment. The game is afoot. eta2: I am guessing someone fell off their patio into the Sound.
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e_bourne
date: Apr. 6th, 2009 04:02 am (UTC)
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Bonne chance with the accountability! I am stuck reading aloud (I hope, for the last time) The Novel. Does it ever end? I swear it grows another chapter with each one I finish. I just want to get it finally and for good and all sent OFF. So you have my sympathies. This writing thing is like, never ending,
I hope Tetsuko is better. Perhaps the spring will improve her.
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slobbit
date: Apr. 6th, 2009 10:12 am (UTC)
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Had to practice using them in the days when I pretended to whitewater kayak!
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wpadmirer
date: Apr. 6th, 2009 12:29 pm (UTC)
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Also, enjoy warmer weather and the climbing. That will probably keep your brain happy for the work!
WP
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papersky
date: Apr. 6th, 2009 02:58 pm (UTC)
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Logging work done works for me, logging work not done, not so much.
Good luck with the revisions!
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tattermuffin
date: Apr. 6th, 2009 03:25 pm (UTC)
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Personally I think it's a shame writing doesn't burn more calories 'coz it seems a bigger workout than running a marathon from where I sit!
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bebemochi
date: Apr. 7th, 2009 03:05 am (UTC)
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